livealohasrs:

12/26/11: Went to visit my mom at the graveyard today. A lot of people don’t know that my mom past away when I was little. She past away from breast cancer when I was 8. Yeah, it sucks. You know, not having a mom, is honestly, one of the most hardest things to live with. Waking up everyday, not being able to say “good morning mom! what are we gonna do today?”, not being having that female figure in your life, a woman you can look towards for anything, especially when you need someone to cry to about relationship problems, not having someone to share your success with, & the worst is not being able to see your own mom, everyday, and not have the chance to tell her “I love you mom”. It hurts to see someone disrespect, and not appreciate their own mom. Honestly, I would do anything to have a mom again. But at the end of the day, my mom, and the memories I had with her, will always be in my heart. I love and miss you mom. I’ll be seeing you soon <3